To be honest amongst company seems frivolous. To be honest amongst friends, arduous. To be honest to oneself is essential, yet somehow impossible.
How does one know oneself? It is first necessary, I suppose, to be oneself.
We toured the hospital today: I saw an example of where I will labor with bean, where I will deliver bean, where I will recover, and where I will stay for 24 to 48 hours afterward. So many things are going to change. I can’t wait to meet this little guy.
Until then, healthy eating, healthy drinking, healthy sweating, healthy being.
As well as healthy sleeping.
Reading Ayn Rand makes me uneasy. I enjoy this disturbance more than my general anxiety.
Life worries seemed to melt. Snow in the sun.