He drew me aside and told me, twice, that he was so happy I came. I realized how selfish I had been, how ungrateful to be wishing myself away. To be here with them is to be here with them, not with an ideal, a Stepford family. Sure I may wish some could just see the magic and smile, but how can I wish for others what I do not do myself? Enough worrying…

And so I have.

(Also, I bought presents because I like making other people happy :) beer for pops, stuff for mom, and finally I found Japan! Oh Epcot, you’re almost as good as being there.)


isn't he awesome?


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